Days in life!

Thu, May 31, 2012 at 12:40 PM By: Alyssandria

So this is my first try on a rainy day trying to make sence out of lifes little surprises

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    On Mon, Jun 4, 2012 at 10:25 AM, Alyssandria said:

    How can I write this without sounding pathetic, for god sakes I thought I passed that stage, and still Lullaby makes me feel like nothing has changed and everything changed, very little music makes me react with goosebumps and chills but Lullaby does it. It rip ups wounds I thought was healed and stirrs emotions I thougt I had overcome. Apparantly not. I thought all good I have in my life Now, had chased all those things away and still it makes me hope, gives me hope that the song might get somone to halt and wait, and that Lullaby was written for that perpous, couse untill this day I have NO Clue to what halted me......

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    On Sun, Jun 3, 2012 at 12:09 PM, Alyssandria said:

    Was driving home when my shift had ended and during the day I got fed up with the radio staion nothing to lissten to so I bought a cd with mixed music on and Lullaby was one of them and for some reson I could'nt stop lissten to it kept hitting repete even during my drives/jobs. So going home I turned the wolume up high and I just kept repeting it. Had a little over 5 miles before I was home and played Lullaby all the way, feeling like I was in a bubble, starting to wonder who they wrote this for. The road in front of my just passing on and remembering stuff about my life. Feeling ragged and choked with emotions that just wanted to surface, and still can't stop lissten to it.....

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    On Sun, Jun 3, 2012 at 6:52 AM, Alyssandria said:

    Sunday and it feels like something has been forgotten. There are times when life likes to turn you arround and make you fall or fly high. You get laughs and tears at the same day, like this day. Got both and a cheeky sugestion.....maby I should do what he thought to be a good idea. Worth a thought.

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 12:48 PM, Alyssandria said:

    Hmm ok with the risk of painting myself into a corner... yeah you should dream and go after them and try to make them come true. They do come true. Maby I should have called it a fantasy, they are usually so far fetched that they are impossible but then again I can't say that either couse on of mine came true and I did'nt even have a clue that it would. Sure as hell it happend when I was at the bottom of the biggest dirtpit ever. Yeah deffenetly painted myself into a corner here. But still I got "fantasys" that have the odds that they will never happen, they are as possible as to turning led into gold, ain't gonna happen! But still they make me feel good and put a smile on my face, ok sure would be fun if it was true you could meet and really get to know people you admire and often at the same time are the celebrety, as they like to call it, but no not believeing that to be anyway near possible couse when they get there they hide behind walls and money. Hmm come to think of it ... Kiss it goodbye fits this..... So sure you should go after your dreams and fantasys but I am a synical bitch and at times prejudicious one when it comes to that, and I stand by it, until proven wrong.......

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 5:11 AM, _Toma_ said:

    Dreaming is good ... And I dream about:) But if you know that your dream will never come true? It's very sad. Life is short, we have time enough to do ... And sadly, that many of the dreams and dreams are ...

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    On Sat, Jun 2, 2012 at 2:09 AM, Alyssandria said:

    A smile can mean so mutch, a gentel and careing tutch can make someone feel better and not so alone. There are too many people that are alone who only talk to the helping hand that they meet while going to the doctor or shopping. I meet them all to often and a smile and a toutch trooly mean so mutch and that you just lissten to their life story. Every day, working like I do, I meet them and greet them with a gentle smile

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    On Fri, Jun 1, 2012 at 9:06 AM, Alyssandria said:

    Poor myself a glass of wine and set myself down in the sun and my day dream starts, oh yes I have had alot of daydreams when I feel a bit down and uneasy, and as long as you recognise it for what it is just a daydream why not. That is a place where you can be what you want and anything is possible and you can actually boost yourself and it might make you feel better. What I dream about? Hmm no not gonna tell couse it's so out of the blue that it's not for anyone to know..... =) but it sure is a nice dream

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    On Fri, Jun 1, 2012 at 8:34 AM, Alyssandria said:

    Poor myself a glass of wine and set myself down in the sun and my day dream starts, oh yes I have had alot of daydreams when I feel a bit down and uneasy, and as long as you recognise it for what it is just a daydream why not. That is a place where you can be what you want and anything is possible and you can actually boost yourself and it might make you feel better. What I dream about? Hmm no not gonna tell couse it's so out of the blue that it's not for anyone to know..... =) but it sure is a nice dream!

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    On Fri, Jun 1, 2012 at 2:38 AM, DanniF said:

    Well said!! :-)

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    On Fri, Jun 1, 2012 at 12:25 AM, Alyssandria said:

    In every human heart lives an "angel" big or small depends of the choices you make in life, couse it's only you and what you choose to do in diffrent situations that will set the path you walk. There will allways be people that are narrowminded and jealous that will try and diminish you and make you feel worthless! I say don't let them, if you even give them a thought they have a start, ignore them, oh well easier said than done, I KNOW, but it will make them confused and bewildred and their power will be gone! So there for I choose to ignore those who don't appreciate me for who I am but still will treat them with kindeness to let my "angel" grow.........

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