9th September 2010
Uncomfortable to me is clear, it would be unnatural if not. I try not to think too much about it because it needs to be done anyway. And after all, there is a tremendous opportunity for me, I do not want to charge negatively, because even though I am a little uneasy, somehow I'm looking forward too it. The time is strenuous and determined the time of discharge, but I will this time to work and I want to make the most of it. What needs to be done must be done.