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I am a daughter, sister, wife and mother. When I was young, I dreamed of becoming a dancer. I was passionate, loving and full of life. But you would never believe that I was also a broken -down, self-loathing destructive girl. I hated God and the world. I did drugs, drank and had a baby at 18. You ask how you can be born with so much purpose, then become so much less? Well I’ll tell you... I was molested by my father! This one man changed me forever. Not just my body, but my mind and soul. I have never looked at the world the same since his sexual abuse; rather I’ve walked in this world just wondering… where do I belong? I tried to move on but the chaos of my mind couldn’t understand my heart. I would cry for no reason…. love the wrong men … hated and blamed the wrong people. I was a walking mess... I was the walking dead! Now how do you exist after becoming the walking dead? Many abused individuals, these walking dead as I was, go through life like zombies… searching for food, while actually, their souls are agonizing for love and peace. For many of us, it’s not so much that our bodies are decaying… but our souls. In our walking- dead reality, we engage in all the sins of the world, all the while looking for a glance of love or a glimmer of hope that one day we will be normal… and that we’ll be Alive! I’m not proud of what I was, nor do I like anything about it. But the devil is a liar… he tells you do not matter. Furthermore, the world doesn’t care if you are in pain, so why not drink and do drugs to help forget. And as you listen to the devil telling you he’s the one, you find yourself doing what you must to keep him. You actually come to believe, he’s what you deserve. That was me! I’d done about every sin and felt not worthy of God’s grace; still, a small part of me had faith. Looking back, I with all my heart that’s what kept me alive. Today, I’m Alive and not in the ground because God has renewed my body, but more importantly, He renewed my soul. My life is not over, yet sometimes I wish I was for the memories can be rough. Even though I’m now renewed, I’ve lost a lot through the years. many people who are lonely, we feel we’re the only ones feeling this way. My own shame took me away from showing love and compassion to others. that’s why we have to be aware of this crisis of abuse.. If we don’t break this cycle of abuse now, how can we build strong women to choose strong men to have strong children? Let’s stop walking in this living grave yard… and stop letting the devil have our children

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    On Fri, Jan 11, 2013 at 11:09 AM, Shannon Harrison said:

    MY NAME IS SHANNON HARRISON, I'M THE FOUNDER OF GODS REHAB FOR SURVIVORS OF ABUSE. I'M A SURVIVOR AND I WASTED A LOT OF YEARS BEING SHUT DOWN. JUST WONDERING. I'M WRITING A BOOK AND EDIT AND MAKE VIDEOS,BLOG..I HELP OTHER GIRLS AND THEY EMAIL ME AND SUCH BUT THEY ARE STILL ASHAMED.. AND I HAD CANCER LAST YR AND I GOT THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT FROM MY CHURCH......AND SAID I'M A SURVIVOR ,INSTEAD OF BEING ENCOURAGED I WAS MAD BECAUSE I'NE BEEN A SURVIVOR FOR MANY YRS AND NOT CALLED A SURVIVOR . SO I STARTED GODS REHAB SURVIVORS of ABUSE.SO THEY WILL KNOW THEY ARE NOT ALONE AND I WILL GIVE THEM A VOICE.I WANT TO PuT A EVENT FOR SURVIVORS. LIKE CANCER SURVIVORS AND SAY WE REFUSE TO BE SWEPT UNDER THE RUG. AND EMPOWER ARE SOULS AGAIN. I'M JUST ASKING IF YOU would help SPREAD THE MESSAGE AND WHO MAY WANT TO HELP MAKE THIS CAUSE STAND OUT.godsrehab@gmail.com ~~godsrehab.blogspot.com and on f/b

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Shannon Harrison is a female founder of Gods Rehab from NC . She has been member of this site for 15 months.

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