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  1. Confused

    Wed, Feb 27, 2013 at 8:45 PM 4 Comments

    So I guess I'm a little confused on one thing and if anyone could explain it that would be great. So I'm with a therapist today and she asks me what my goals are. So I said 'to be able to feel happiness again' just like that. He response 'that's a pretty unrealistic goal' shouldn't a therapist want to work with someone on being happy? It just struck me as odd...

  2. Watched

    Tue, Feb 26, 2013 at 8:41 PM 0 Comments

    Being on suicide watch is fun! Said no one. Ever.

  3. Nothing

    Sun, Feb 24, 2013 at 9:16 AM 1 Comments

    Nothing. All I feel is nothing. Is that a feeling? I don't feel happy I don't feel pain. I feel hollow and numb. Sometimes it's kinda nice to escape from the pain but after so many days of nothing I would prefer the pain. With depression I could cover it up with a smile but how do you cover up nothing?

  4. Gone

    Thu, Feb 21, 2013 at 6:34 AM 2 Comments

    Gone hes gone. He was better, out of the hospital, doing great. Even had a job interview in North Dakota and he got the job. Then he makes the mistake of going to a party and drink. So what happens? He gets hit by a fucking truck and gets himself killed. He promised me he was going anywhere, that he would always be there for me. God damn I want to be mad at him but it's near impossible. I'm...

  5. Huge thank you!

    Mon, Feb 11, 2013 at 11:17 AM 3 Comments

    I can't thank you guys enough! My boyfriend is doing lots better, he was sent home from the hospital Saturday morning. I really appreciate that you guys prayed and cared about a total stranger!! Thank you and God bless!

  6. I'm in need of some prayers

    Fri, Feb 8, 2013 at 4:28 PM 5 Comments

    If you could take a moment and pray for my boyfriend it would be much appreciated!! Wednesday night driving home on icy roads something hit his truck and blew the front passenger tire off. He rolled his truck 4 times, end over end once. They aren't quite sure how he survived it was so bad. He had a rib go through his lungs. I don't know much, I don't even know what hospital he is at!! I got a...

  7. I thought that things were getting better, I really did. Then shit like this has to happen and I realize that they aren't. These are the times I wish I had more than one person to talk to:(

  8. Depression

    Sat, Jan 26, 2013 at 2:21 PM 5 Comments

    Depression is like war, everyday is a different battle. When you don't get out of bed in the mornings is when you surrender. When you go through the day like nothing is wrong is when you are winning the battle. When you get through the day but not easily is when you go down fighting. At the end of the day when you whisper to yourself 'I'll try again tomorrow' is when you have one the battle....

  9. Thanks!

    Thu, Jan 24, 2013 at 9:08 AM 1 Comments

    Thank you to everyone that gave me ideas. Last nighty best friend leaving for te army this summer told me his girlfriend of not even a week doesn't like him talking to any other girls, especially me. So I have decided it would be best not to get him anything right now. Thanks again!

  10. Heyy

    Tue, Jan 22, 2013 at 4:39 PM 6 Comments

    Hey everybody! I'm new to this and I'm looking for anything for my best friend before he leaves to the army. Hit me up if you have any ideas for me please! ~KelkeyB

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