We got the second worst storm going on here in PA. Sad thing it's going on and off.... Some of you reading my blog's may think I have grammar issue's. Sadly that's not far from the truth so bare with me on why. So much abuse as a child will do this to you if done so over the head so many time's so hard. It's almost as though I was dropped on my head. Again not far from the truth.
Now back to why I'm up this early... 6:48 am... haven't gone to bed yet.. Just thinking about my son. He's a shy one at this stage atm. But that will change when he get's older I guess. I love him so much. Wonder what will happen in the future... Is it right for me to be thinking about that right now? Idk... I like to think it is. I know that I am clingy at time's and it's time's like this that would explain why... I want him to grow up smart and strong. Trust when I say He's a smart kid already. 2 year's old and mimicing his old man. LOL Guess it's expected for a kid his age... I remember raising my lill cousin with my uncle at one point while living with him.. Did the same thing.... For a lill while. If only these blog's are still up when he get's older for him to read them I wonder what he must think of me.
If he does I can only say that I love him so much even in his future. Hope he's grown into the man I wished him to be! :)
Love ya son.